I just followed the sunbeam and thus this painting happened. It was fine and I didn't question how it looks like from the outside - I just painted and therefore Tomas Karkalas was alive. Now the situation became more complicated - I want to say something wise (worthy the sharing) and the wish to make my response to life challenge the notable brings the headaches to me -viewing from the outside my purity may look like the pose, but I know that's not so - Once and Now both are present at a moment. Just the joy to follow the sunbeam was complemented by the wish to hear you. Lets look at the time mystery.